~The all seeing eye sees you fall,
it sees you wimper and pray for it all,
it sees you talking, acting normal,
but inside you tend to swallow...
bottling up your emotions as if your hollow...
Let them out, then you'll see...
your exactly like me ...unique...~
~I visit this place, dead and old...
I wonder how it got so bold.
The texts wrinkled and withered...
The lines shaking and severed.
People cold and shivering...
People mad and angry.
They believe in life after death...
They tell me everything will be fine...
in the end...~
~Taking back the words I say,
I couldn't even
realize how much pain.
Pain I cause others with my words,
words of malicious sarcasm.
Words, Thoughts, Dreams.
All dissapear when I'm in your grace...~
~I can't even begin to tell you,
how happy I am to even know you.
Being at your side in my dreams,
It's enough to make me happy the rest of the day.
Nights short, Days long,
Where did I go wrong?~
~Wellington, a word ive come to enjoy...
wellie... short for wellington.
Oh how i luv my wellies,
when im wearing them and stomping in them,
in the puddles,
in the muddy puddles,
yay for wellies,
yay for puddles!~
~She said she loves me...
but then turns on me...
says he proposed...
said I should have first...
I will be with her...
I must be...
before...
I die...
again.
Why, why couldn't I have been the one...~
~If I was watching you from behind your own eyes would you still love me?
Would you hurt me as you hurt yourself?
Would you love yourself as you loved me?
How would I know, for I see through your eyes and see me... loving you.~
"Its all or nothing now, You're pushing yourself too hard, trying to be what you want to be. Don't hold it in, let it out all or nothing of it. You try and hide it saying your sick.
Sick , your sick of lying, sick of trying. You want to give up but your faith is strong, Your friends and family know it but just don't want to show it, its obvious.
Its all or nothing, you're suppressing saying you're depressing saying its the stress. You're beating yourself, pushing too heard, soon your going to believe... and release... soon...
Soon it'll be all or nothing starting and stopping. You can't stop now you let it out and it just started. Gettin'
Current Residence: Usa,Ny Favourite genre of music: Alt-Rock / Metal / Punk / Techno / Trance / House Operating System: Windows 98 MP3 player of choice: WinAmp Shell of choice: Meatball.... of course... i mean gees.. is there ne other kind??? ...no Skin of choice: WinAmp Koalla 2 Personal Quote: Im sick of your shit...
Favourite Movies
Hook / Ferris Bueller's Day Off / Surf Ninjas / The Crow / Hackers/Fifth Element
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Linkin Park /// Anti-Flag /// Breaking Benjamin /// Radiohead /// Alkaline Trio /// Foo Fighters
Tools of the Trade
Anything I want to use...
Other Interests
Girls, art, music, roleplaying, games, webdesign, programming...(i play guitar)
6th... duh...
Girls:
Homecoming- yupers went to the dance with Sarah K. Was fun. went to denny's afterward :-D
P- crazy hummm? ive always known. lol ^.^
Mey- Luvin ya still
Geo- hahaha okay 'mom'. lol ya good times... thanks though...
Art:
Argh.. looks like ive only been doin poems lately... ive only been drawing during class and stuff.. and in my poem notebook while i write them.. hahaha
Music:
Let That Be Enough - that fukin song makes me cry..... argh!
A Perfect Circle - 3 Libras - ^.^ ya ive been into this song alot lately. idk.. if youve never heard it... GET IT NOW!
(EDIT!!!):just restrung my guitars! YAY! Now i can relear
This is the 5th installment.
Art- Ive been doing art in bryce 5, apophysis, photoshop 7, and openCanvas, but not submitting... i dun think they deserve your time... also ive been doin some doodles.. ill be posting a tattoo i made... ill be getting it probally on my wrist.. i drew it on my wrist in pen and liked it so i drew it again and again in a notebook. 'The Girl''s drawing will also be submitted soon. ^.^
Girls-
All's fine and dandy.
Homecoming dance soon: think im goin with Sarah ^.^ she kewl
Melissa I luv ya!
P: ^.~
G: ^.^
The Girl(Geo): ^.^
Guys-
Fern: Marmite!
School-
Ya... school started last week.. on tuesday..... i ha
4th installment...
Mood- Worried
Listening- 311=Amber
Girls-
P= I hope shes alive and well...luv ya
Mey= Luv ya
Art-
Just got Apophysis... im testing it out and stuff
Submited some old art from when P inspired me
School-
Soon.... not yet though ^.^
THE MAN!!! You haev to get your but back on DA, or I am going to have to pay a personal visit to you in New York!! OHH!!! I forgot to mention! This summer my mom, Mary, and possibly Mary's mom and our friend and Elise might go to New York!!! ISN'T THAT AWESOME!!!!??? Anways, I miss you!